I ccant quite possible do this any longer. I'm simply miserable.

I dont want to be pregnant anymore-bad, I know but thats how I feel right now. Ive been naeusous since Friday night, constant. It wakes me up in the middle of the night, keeps me awake, has me shaking in fear of throwing up. I just cant do it. I've not been able to eat because the motion of putting anything in my mouth-even my prenatals, has my stomach turning even more.

Another thing that worries me about it is my job-at the hospitals. I'm new and trying to work my ass off so that when it comes time to apply for an RN job(in like a month), people will see that I'm a hard worker. But feeling like this I cant do it...i can hardly walk around. All i want to do is cry because I feel soo sick.

I've tried eating something so my stomach doesnt get empty but I cant. Buddy bought me these accupressure bracelts for nausea and so far, no luck. I just dont kinow what to do.

I almost wanna go the hospital so they can give me medicine to take away the naesea.

I also am scared to death that I'm gonna hate the rest of my pregnancy and hate being a mom. I dont know why. I've waitted to so long to finally be pregnant because it means I'll be a mom and have my OWn baby :) But lately, im so scared im not gonna like it.

I dont know what to do..