we got to see the baby

Soo I'm going to post the ultrasound pictures :) but I guess I'll update a little bit first....

Arizona was AMAZING. Its way better than florida, hands down. I felt good most of the time, with mornings being the only time I really didnt feel well. Thank god for that. It was way too short of a visit there, especially since we had to come back to below freezing temps. Ugh.

The day after we got back, I had my first Dr. appt. It was about 1 hr and 15 minutes, mainly just history session. They drew a few tubes of blood, and attempted to hear the heartbeat via a doppler. Well after about 5 minutes and no luck, I was given an order for an ultrasound. Ultrasound was perfect. We saw the heart beating before we heard it, but it was beating away in the 170s. We also saw the little bean moving around which was amazing :) It was overall a very good experience, thankfully. According to dates I was 9 weeks and 5 days but the baby was measuring 9 weeks and 2 days. I dont believe they will be changing my date, so as of right now I still stand at September 25th. I was given the opportunity to decide if we wanted to do the first and second trimester screens and buddy wanted me to do so I said yes. Well, I'm not sure if I am gonna go through with it or not, its going to depend on if insurance will cover it or not. If they do than I should be getting another ultrasound as part of the first trimester screen sometime between 11 and 13 weeks depending on when I make the appointment. If the tests come back and say the baby may have something wrong with it, its not going to change anything so some people would say just dont even do it. We'll see. My next appointment is March 23-day before buddy's birthday.

How have I been feeling??well last thursday was real bad, probably the worst thus far. I was actually dry heaving quite a bit, which I havent been doing. I ended up having to call off work because I was up literally ALL night wednesday bc of not feeling good and then waking up after sleeping for 5 minutes only to find myself trying to sleep in the bathroom. Hopefully I can return to work this week and be good because I cannot afford to lose my job with everything else thats going on right now.

I still havent gotten a new car, still looking. Im going to get a ford escape I do know that.

Well thats about all I have....RIP Mike Kayden :(:( Heres some pictures :)----well the pictures wouldnt post after all of this and I gave up trying to mess with it :( I wanted to save them but o well