Wednesday, June 3, 2009

is it pregnancy hormones??

Tomorrow I'll be 24 freaking weeks. Only 16 more to go (better not be any more!!!). Nothing has changed regarding my pregnancy. I've still only gained 2-3 pounds :) I've been getting heartburn-more like acid reflux lately but its nothing horrible, yet. Next dr. appt is next thursday and I think than he will let me know when I need to do my glucose tolerance test. Lets hope I past the first time.

This month(weekends) are superr busy. The ONLY day we dont have something going on is June 27th. This saturday is Michael's(buddys older brother), girlfriends, youngest girl's birthday haha if you get that. We have been invited to the party. I think we also have a graduation party to go to for someone from gibsonburg. Sunday we have a mcgee grad party. Next saturday is my brothers graduation party, yes I have a brother lol. Than that sunday I have 2 baby showers...I cant wait until mine. The followingg weekend(the 20th/21st) is the annual Perkins family reunion in West Virginia so we'll be making the 4 hr or so trip there for the weekend. We've only gone once since buddy and I have been together in the last 3 years and the food was soo yummy last time so I cant wait. Than Finally, the 28th is my cousin's graduation party. After that...it will be July. Holy moley.

And now...I dont know if its just pregnancy hormones if buddy is really truly pissing me off. I mean no doubt hes making me bad but I dont know if its just stupid little petty stuff or not. I feel like ever since I got pregnant hes been on my shit list a whole lot. Its always one thing after another and all these things are just piling up and I keep telling him that if things dont change I'm gonna go away for a few days just to clear my mind because I can't handle much. He tells me im just talking stupid and I need to grow up and act my age. Whatever. I'm just so overly frustrated with his crap lately(last few months that is) that I dont know what else to do. I try and mention stuff to him and he just throws things back in my face. He acts like me being pregnant is the easiest thing in the world and isn't an excuse for anything. I dont really use it an excuse except that I sleep alot. Thats for a few reasons..not much longer and I'll hopefully have a full time job and WONT be able to sleep whenever and second..once the baby comes I will be kissing sleeping goodbye. So when I have the chance and Im tired, I sleep. So be it. Who knows. Anyone have any thoughts or suggestions??

Last but not least. I'll find out next Tuesday or Wednesday if I'll be offered the job at bay park. Woot. My director comes back from vaca on monday so she said she'll prolly start making calls on the 9th which is tuesday.

Ok thats all. I'm just waiting for buddy to get home from his dentist appt/paying some bills so we can get dinner on the grill and head to Jamie and kevins for a little bit.

1 comment:

  1. Hey girl, I'm sorry for being negative but hey, that's men for you. lol Or at least mine was like that too. lol Thinking that even though you are pregnant you should be treated just like everyone else. And that should be true in some cases, but come on you deserve some extra special treatment every now and again, your body is being stretched and pulled in every direction from your boobs to your butt and you have to grow yourself a human being right inside your very little body. lol Men just will never get how much work that takes out of a girl.
    I really can't give you much advice on this since look where things are for me... divorce, but I do hope that it all gets easier for you and he comes around and starts to understand what you have to go through. Don't worry to much about it, get your rest. Don't stress, it's not good for your baby. I wish you the very best of luck Hun!!! Hugz!

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